26 November 2007

Tomake Lekha Amar Ek Chithi

Priyo Tumi,

Kokhonoi ki bhebechho palta bhalobashar khomota jodi tomar na thhake tahole tomar ei natok shuru kora uchit hoeni? shat bochhor tumi opekkha korbe ami ekbaro kolpona korini. Eo Jantam nijer mon-e je ami tomake jotota bhalobeshechhi, tumi palta kokhonoi ta parbe na. Tobe ja bhabini ba bujhini ta holo tumi kototai abeghin amake niye. Kothhae -bartae inghit ishara peyechhi thik-i, kintu amar mon je maneni. onedher moton bhalobeshechhi je. shorbotro diye bhalobeshechhi, ta tomar thheke bhalo ar keu janeo na, janbeo na.

mone pore tomar? mone pore shei ratre-r kothha? jani pore.

Tumi pashanhridoy noe, tumi khali kokhono amake bhalobashoni. tate to tomar dosh nei. etodin ja ja nalish chhilo amar tomar naam-e... bishwash koro ekhon tar ekangsho-i nei. karon etodin-e ami bujhechhi shotyo ki. tobe ektai proshno ... jokhon eishob shuru hoyechhilo, tokhon ki tumi jante na je amake tumi bhalobashona?

Nishchoi noe. Na noile e tumi korte na. Amar-i dosh. Ei bidesh-bibhui-e thheke thheke ami shesh obdi tomake chinte bhul korlam. Aami tomake chinte bhul korlam. Aami. Janina ki kore shombhob holo sheta.

tomake ajke ami nishthur-er moton janiye dilam je ami tomake mithye bolechhilam, ashole ami kokhonoi tomake bhalobashini. ami naki tomar jaegae onyo kauke ekhon boshiyeo diyechhi. Khoma kore dio, aar kono upae chhilo na.

Aj sharadin ami bichhana thheke uthini. Kichhu mukheo di ni. Ki korbo hat pa je obosh lagchhe. hothat kore shorir-er protyek ta ongo je boroi bhari hoye gechhe. Aar khide? Khide je ekdom-i lagchhe na, ki korbo?

Amar ekhon r shotti lekha-r khomota nei. Bhalo thheko -

iti,
Tomar Aami

No comments: