Ghore Ferar Gaan - Mahiner Ghoraguli

ami gai
ghore pherar gan
utola keno ei pran
shudhu je dake
phire amake
bidesh bibhui-e pore achhi
tobu
chhare na keno chhare na
pichhutan
ami tai
ekhono klantihin
cholechhi ratridin
shuni chomke
jai thhomke
kothha hote jeno bheshe ashe
shur chena khub chena
mono majhe amolin

phirbo bolle phera jae naki
periyechho desh kal janona ki, ei shomoe?
ekhono shamne poth hata baki
chaileo dite parbe na faaki, nishchoe

phirbo bolle phera jae naki
periyechho desh kal janona ki, ei shomoe?
ekhono shamne poth hata baki
chaileo dite parbe na faaki, nishchoe

ami chai
phire jete shei g(n)aye
badhano bot-er chhayae
shei noditir
hawa jhir jhir
mon-er gobhir-e pore thhaka
joto smriti bismriti
kokhono ki bhola jae?

ami prae
ekhono khuji shei desh
jani nei oboshesh
morichika hae
shopno dekhae
shoishob-e aar phera jabe na to
nei poth nei
hariye gechhe shei desh

phirbo bolle phera jae naki
periyechho desh kal janona ki, ei shomoe?
ekhono shamne poth hata baki
chaileo dite parbe na faaki, nishchoe

phirbo bolle phera jae naki
periyechho desh kal janona ki, ei shomoe?
ekhono shamne poth hata baki
chaileo dite parbe na faaki, nishchoe

ami chai
phire jete shei g(n)aye
badhano bot-er chhayae
shei noditir
hawa jhir jhir
mon-er gobhir-e pore thhaka
joto smriti bismriti
...
kokhono ki bhola jae?

ami prae
ekhono khuji shei desh
jani nei oboshesh
morichika hae
shopno dekhae
shoishob-e aar phera jabe na to
nei poth nei
hariye gechhe shei desh

Relevant Videos

Evanescence - Lithium

and the original..

Nirvana -Litihium

which reminded me...

Nirvana - Seasons in the Sun

and of course...

Nirvana - Come As You Were

Internet

The internet is an amazingly scary tool. It just told me how to exactly commit suicide through various ways, it told me what works and what does not work. It told me how just slashing across the forearm does not work, it actually gave me detailed step by step instruction on how to make my veins plumper and what angle to cut it on, for it to be effective!
It also did not forget to mention that there are other millions of ways and how they are a much more guaranteed way of dying.

I dont know what to say about this. I know I was looking it up for my own purposes, but the fact that I found so much detailed information about so many ways creeped me out beyond... beyond... I dont know beyond what...

Freedom of speech has reached to a freakishly scary new level!!!

amar fossils khub ekta bhallage na....

tobu

ei pran eibare polatok holo
ar jabe kahatok bolo?
shesh hoye gelo petrol-o

Tomake Lekha Amar Ek Chithi

Priyo Tumi,

Kokhonoi ki bhebechho palta bhalobashar khomota jodi tomar na thhake tahole tomar ei natok shuru kora uchit hoeni? shat bochhor tumi opekkha korbe ami ekbaro kolpona korini. Eo Jantam nijer mon-e je ami tomake jotota bhalobeshechhi, tumi palta kokhonoi ta parbe na. Tobe ja bhabini ba bujhini ta holo tumi kototai abeghin amake niye. Kothhae -bartae inghit ishara peyechhi thik-i, kintu amar mon je maneni. onedher moton bhalobeshechhi je. shorbotro diye bhalobeshechhi, ta tomar thheke bhalo ar keu janeo na, janbeo na.

mone pore tomar? mone pore shei ratre-r kothha? jani pore.

Tumi pashanhridoy noe, tumi khali kokhono amake bhalobashoni. tate to tomar dosh nei. etodin ja ja nalish chhilo amar tomar naam-e... bishwash koro ekhon tar ekangsho-i nei. karon etodin-e ami bujhechhi shotyo ki. tobe ektai proshno ... jokhon eishob shuru hoyechhilo, tokhon ki tumi jante na je amake tumi bhalobashona?

Nishchoi noe. Na noile e tumi korte na. Amar-i dosh. Ei bidesh-bibhui-e thheke thheke ami shesh obdi tomake chinte bhul korlam. Aami tomake chinte bhul korlam. Aami. Janina ki kore shombhob holo sheta.

tomake ajke ami nishthur-er moton janiye dilam je ami tomake mithye bolechhilam, ashole ami kokhonoi tomake bhalobashini. ami naki tomar jaegae onyo kauke ekhon boshiyeo diyechhi. Khoma kore dio, aar kono upae chhilo na.

Aj sharadin ami bichhana thheke uthini. Kichhu mukheo di ni. Ki korbo hat pa je obosh lagchhe. hothat kore shorir-er protyek ta ongo je boroi bhari hoye gechhe. Aar khide? Khide je ekdom-i lagchhe na, ki korbo?

Amar ekhon r shotti lekha-r khomota nei. Bhalo thheko -

iti,

Tomar Aami